I am sure many readers of this particular blog (yes, de moi) don't even remember my blog's existence. For that, I believe, whoever still chooses to come visit here will read the article in the following link all the way to the end:
david foster wallace's commencement speech
This was forwarded to me a few years ago by a dear friend of mine. When I read the speech, I felt someone had hugged me when I needed one the most. I felt not alone. I think I was sitting in my studio apartment one cold winter night after a long day of @))$(@%*.
Here it is, and I hope it will give you what you need right now.