i want to remember this moment
of feeling that no matter what happens,
i will somehow find a door that leads to
the place i have been longing for so long.
i get a glimpse of it at times,
but right now i do not see it.
that does not mean it isn't there.
i cannot wait for it to come to me
and present itself
it is shy, scared, unsure and resistant,
but it does not deny its gravity,
its relationship and its existence.
i do wonder where i am now
will eventually lead me to where i should be
or should i build a bridge or jump over a stream
to get there?
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